I haven’t received the plan you said you would send, but I know enough from your
letter and our conversation that I’m probably not going to agree with it anyway.
After a lot of prayer I have come to the realization of what I meant when I said
"I'm done. I am certainly not done with the ministry, but I am done with
pretending we have a “partnership” when we haven’t had any meaningful
conversation for over a year. It is obvious from your letter that you are still
offended by the wedding/ craft fair conflict and I assume a host of other issues as
The last time I remember us getting together, except for marriage counseling, was
when we went to see the “Old Florida” place. I sensed a substantial “cooling” of
our partnership over the last 3-5 years but was somewhat surprised by the
scathing accusations against both Sandi and me last November.
Gene Scott or some logical, evidence-based explanation to know what needs to be
done. So it may be hard for you to understand why we no longer have a
partnership (other than a joint ownership of the ranch). Perhaps Dorothy can
explain to you what she meant by her revelation from God concerning who Sandi
and I really are. At a minimum I suppose she believes we are selfishly following
delighted by any chance of ending the partnership. I can heat God speak to me,
George, and He has told me our partnership on all levels is over.
I am not interested in developing some plan to continue Freedom ranch by
generating enough money to pay the mortgage each month. But I am interested
in continuing Alpha Ministries “Church in the Woods” where it is now located.
The solution God revealed to me was to sell the front to those who have been and
continue to be supporting the ministry with their time, energy, and money and to
sell the back to someone I have been in ministry with for 20 years. That would
leave the land on which I built my house and Alpha Ministries built the building
and the additional pavilion to be purchased by Alpha Ministries. Using the
numbers I shared with you earlier we would essentially break even eliminating the
current debt we have of $637,000.00 on the ranch.
From the beginning I never thought of the ranch as an investment that would
generate profit to be divided up and passed on to our heirs. I considered it to be
God’s ranch on which we were privileged to minister to those who are laboring
under religious law and burned out. I viewed our partnership as more in the
gospel of Jesus Christ than in investment property. Sandi and I repeatedly asked
you and Dorothy to come live on the ranch and get into the ministry with us. We
were more than willing to share this land with you and your family as we worked
together in developing the mission God called us to fulfill in this place. But at the
same time I respected your decision to limit your involvement in the ministry and
not make your home here with us.
When your money got tight, we approached the other board members of Alpha to
work out a lease agreement that would cover the mortgage and taxes
($5,000.00/month) and allow the ministry vision to continue to develop on the
ranch. That 99 year lease agreement also included a promise to Alpha Ministries
that if the ranch were sold Freedom ranch would pay Alpha Ministries $300,000.00
for the building. While the donations to the ministry were up all was well, but
that changed right after we completed the building and the economy tanked. It
became increasingly difficult to come up with the lease payment plus maintain the
extra overhead and regular ministry expenses. In our meetings to seek God’s plan
costs. It was then that Tom said the Lord was calling him to move here and get
involved in the ministry. During that discussion Dorothy had an “emotional
meltdown” which still perplexes me, but it was agreed that Tom and Verna would
move to the ranch to help us continue. It was then that I began to notice a
“cooling off” in our relationship but said nothing since I had no explanation.
While we have been able to continue making the payments and paying the taxes
for the last 5-6 years it has become increasingly difficult. The donations to Alpha
Ministries dropped by 10-15% each year and we finally had to let go of the Sunday
dinners. For the last year to 18 months the donations took another drop of 30%. I
have sacrificed my salary checks from Alpha Ministries in order to pay our bills, but
that is no longer getting it done. After I told you last month that we needed to
sell the ranch I began researching a qualified agent to list it with. But in order to
get enough money to pay Alpha Ministries back as well as give you and Dorothy
some return on your investment, we would need to sell it for over 1 million.
While praying about it John Hales called me and said that Norman would buy the
back 100 acres for 4K/acre. Knowing that Tom and Elton were committed to the
ministry I approached them about buying the front 30 acres. They prayed about it
individually and both agreed that the Lord had told them to buy it for
$6,000.00/acre. The Alpha board likewise agreed the Lord was leading us to buy
the remaining property for whatever was left on the note. Miller agreed to receive
payment from the front and the back and refinance the remaining in Alpha
Ministries’ name.
While I am convinced that the Lord wants this solution, I realize that you have not
heard the same thing. Because we are 50/50 partners we each have half of a
$637,000.00 note. If we cannot agree on this solution it comes down to you
buying my half out at $312,333.33 (plus $300,000.00 to Alpha) or me buying your
half. I don’t think it is reasonable to list the ranch for 1 million+ to pay our debt,
and I certainly don’t want to continue our partnership. As of now Freedom Ranch
owes a little over $1700 in taxes by December 31 and a payment of $4078 January
1st. I have signed the extension and paid the $50 fee to the bank for the 2 month
extension. I am praying for you and Dorothy to hear what God is saying is really
the best.
John
If John cared to quote George
accurately he would have said, “I
know you say you don’t hear the
voice of God”, as in an audible
voice. What George does experience
is persistent thoughts and ideas
that continue to come to mind just
as John teaches in the Alpha series.